| | he drives me nuts
sometimes i almost could hate him
i hate how he snaps at me when i snap at him
i remember when it was all so easy.
he can't dance.
he can't carry a tune.
he doesn't know that bennifer came before brangelina
he doesn't understand that no one wears ae anymore.
he doesn't understand my infatuation with balenciaga bags.
and why only the expensive jeans fit my curves.
he tries so hard to be someone he isn't sure how to be.
he argues with me because he doesn't know how to talk about his problems.
he always leaves me waiting. because he can never be on time
he doesn't grasp the concept of "call me to let me know."
i don't get why he likes to leave, why he feels the need to be a super hero.
i'm so hot and cold, i can't stand it when he can't explain every single detail
he's too relaxed, and i'm too uptight.
i can't stand it when he's right, or when he tries to pull me in.
sometimes i don't think i can stand it anymore.
and then the amazing happens.
we'll be sitting and doing nothing. and out of nowhere he'll grab my hand, turn it over, and the back of it.
and
more than once i've caught him looking at me. he's smiling all to
himself, looking at me like i'm the greatest thing in the entire world
and he's the luckiest man ever.
i blush, and turn my face away. he just smiles even more. it's terrifying.
and
at the end of the night, i want to fall into his arms. i want him. i
want him close, near, i want to feel his pulse next to me. i don't just
want some random warm body, i want my awkward, annoying, stupid
boyfriend who causes me agony and takes it right back away. all i want
is him.
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