| | i was looking at my myspace and everyone's doing those "twenty people" things.
i wanted to start mine and then realized i'd come up short. how pathetic is that. i don't have twenty people? i mean, i have friends. but i have my boyfriend, my best friend, my ex boyfriend, and like three or four close friends. other than that, people are replaceable to me. i don't really make attachments. i have people from my old school, people i sort of knew but not really two years ago. i have my 'ex best friends' who never gave a shit after i changed schools, even if i live in the same goddamn town. they wonder why i hate coming home. i just can't trust people or like people enough to get close to them, i'm the person who puts up walls because maybe i just don't care? maybe i'm just too lazy to make an effort? sometimes i feel like even my best friend doesn't even know me....
how pathetic is that?
i don't even have twenty people in my life.
that's fantastic.
a real self esteem booster.
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| | Posted 10/17/2008 10:32 PM - 17 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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